Thursday, July 13, 2006
Pensive, doubting, fearful heart...mine.
I listened to this today and was stuck again by the words and sentiments that although God may indeed seem far away or even be castizing us...He is not too far and will without fail return and restore us. This has happened to me. (If you go to our website you can read the story of the loss of our daughter Tabitha) Although restoration has come in unexpected ways and much slower than i had hoped, God has been faithful to me and i thank Him for that.
Read the lerics, they are form an old hymn (Gatsby Hymns)
Pensive, doubting, fearful heart, hear what Christ the Savior says;
Every word should joy impart, change thy mourning into praise.
Yes, He speaks and speaks to thee, may He help thee to believe;
Then thou presently will see, thou hast little cause to grieve.
Fear thou not, nor be ashamed; All thy sorrows soon shall end,
I, who heaven and earth have framed, Am thy Husband and thy Friend;
I the High and Holy One, Isreal's God, by all adored.
As thy Savior will be known, Thy Redeemer and thy Lord.
For a moment I withdrew, and thy heart was flled with pain;
But my mercies I'll renew; Thou shall soon rejoice again;
Though I seem to hide my face, very soon my wrath shall cease;
'Tis but for a moment's space, ending in eternal peace.
Though aflicted, tempest tossed, comfortless awhile thou art,
Do not think thou canst be lost, art graven on my heart;
All thy wastes I will repair; Thou shalt be built anew;
And in thee it shall appear what the God of love can do.
(I just thought the picture was nice...it is of my older boy Toby and his Mom)
Tuesday, July 11, 2006
Well, after much ado, here i am. I have been unsuccessfully attempting to write meaningful things and communicate to my friends for years now. But it wasn't until i learned blogging wasn't for computer wizzes that i have now started.
So to begin, i will try to communicate my thoughts unrehearsed and unashamedly. My faith is my own, a gift i recieved many moons ago and if you don't agree or like it....well, tough. I believe the Bible to be true and applicable to our lives today. I also believe there are many different interpretations and many are not worth arguing about. I believe that many years people and the Christian church have argued and divided over issues of little or no importance. I believe that the stronger individual (having faith and conviction) can tolerate and accept those of limited tolerance or forberance. It is funny that those who preach acceptance don't accet the people who claim to be 'right'...
Anyway, here i am. I have lived in Africa and studied the religions of the Bantu people group. I perfer living in Africa than to the US as the later seems to be completely overwelmed wth Postmodern Me-ism.
I want to live my life in such a way as not to be avoiding the obvious nor overwelmed by it. I want to love the way Jesus taught (yikes--it is tough), and i want to be free.
So, until i feel the urge to purge.
God loves you and i will try my best
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