Bom, Macacu and Ime fyne.

The words of my youngest son just, 'get me'. You know what i mean? I wonder if our unintelligible words delight God? You know, when you bump your foot or you have a moment of clarity and just mutter in amazement.
And you know that sparkle in the eye of your child. I hadn't seen it for a while and i bet ya God sees it in us everyday. I have been so...busy (stupid/undisciplined) i haven't taken the time to enjoy my kids. I haven't sat on the bed and let them jump on me or 'rastle' with my 5yr old! What is wrong with me? and then i keep thinking that the same thing that is wrong with me and my relationships here is wrong with my relationship with God. I'm telln' ya, 5 minutes with God in the am isn't enough. I want more. More damn it.
And then Jesus came and said "YES, me too". God said, "I want more, I want to be with you like back when in the garden when you didn't know you were naked....when we walked together."
And i mutter unintelligible words and He understands and even delights in them. He loves me. He sees the sparkle in my eye. He knows me and loves me anyway.

So thank you God for Ben. Thank you for Toby. Thank you for reminding me who i am to you.

Peace all over you out there.